The String of 10,000 Firecrackers Thesis

(2017). The String of 10,000 Firecrackers . 10.25148/etd.FIDC001806

thesis or dissertation chair

authors

  • Becker, Jan M

abstract

  • ABSTRACT OF THE THESIS

    THE STRING OF 10,000 FIRECRACKERS

    by

    Jan Becker

    Florida International University, 2017

    Miami, Florida

    Professor Les Standiford, Major Professor

    THE STRING OF 10,000 FIRECRACKERS is a collection of personal essays that examines the narrator’s upbringing as a Marine Corps brat, and her experience immigrating into civilian society in the United States after a childhood segregated behind barbed-wire on military bases.

    The collection begins with the title essay, when the narrator, at nine years-of-age, tosses an ignited string of 10,000 firecrackers at her stepfather, a decorated Vietnam veteran, triggering post-traumatic flashback, and a reflection on the author’s experience recovering traumatic amnesia. Intended to mimic the disjointed recall of trauma, the opening essay also serves to inform the subsequent essays in the collection, which take place between 1974 and 2014. Thematically, the collection explores: alienation from homeland and family, the diasporic nature of military life, the devastating effects of war, childhood sexual abuse, violence, death and grief, breaking the silence of long-held family secrets, and finding a place to call home.

publication date

  • March 2, 2017

keywords

  • PTSD
  • child abuse
  • diasporas
  • memoir
  • military

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